Feeling Inside

That feeling inside like somebody died

You put it aside but it will not hide

You do what you can to chase it away

You fight to the tooth to keep it at bay

Your expectations were too high

So you sit alone and cry

Your thoughts are all over but you’re trying to maintain

Suicide keeps racing all across your brain

If my heart stops beating

Then maybe it’ll stop the bleeding

What have I done to earn this kind of pain

Tell me, Dear God ’cause it’s driving me insane

I thought this would never ever go away

But you’d be surprised what God can do when you drop to your knees and pray