Heartbreak

There is nothing quite like a heartbreak. It literally feels like your heart is breaking. Your chest becomes tight, you can’t catch your breath, and you can’t seem to stop the tears from falling down your cheeks.

To what lengths do we go to in order to feel better? To feel something other than the pain? Is it drugs and alcohol to numb it just for a moment? Or is it that we jump into another relationship right away to avoid feeling the pain for longer than we are willing to?

What if we felt the process of healing? What if we felt all of the broken pieces be put back together? What if we let our broken hearts heal completely before taking our next step in life?

I’ve been an open book with you all from day one and I will continue to do so. I’m coming to you from a place of a broken heart. A heart that is shattered to what feels like a million pieces. It’s my time to look in the mirror and tell myself that I am strong and I am worth it. And if I’m not worth it enough for any man, I’m worth it enough for God and SO ARE YOU!

Although, I don’t know what the next step is or where this journey will lead, but God does. I don’t want to numb it or fill my time up with distractions so I don’t have to think about it. I want to feel this healing process. I want to be able to think clearly and make decisions based on what I want.

I hope that you can find your strength to do the same. Remember, there is a breakthrough with every storm.

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE WORTH IT. YOU ARE STRONG.